Episode 4

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28th Dec 2021

4. Antarctic Coffee Beans and Other Musings

Cris Amaya joins me this week! Cris has an illustrious background in gaming, including serving on the International Game Developers Association, founding Latinos in Gaming, and previously working at Google Stadia, Twitch, and Unity. We discuss the job market and all of its flaws, how difficult it can be to actually be in the job, book recommendations, and more.

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Lindsay Poss:

Hello, and welcome to the metal woman podcast. I'm

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your host, Lindsay the boss POS, and I am so excited to be the

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doing it too. But anyways, back to this one. Together, we're

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gonna have conversations about what it's like to be a woman in

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the gaming industry, from struggle to success recovering

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it all. To our returning listeners. Thank you so much for

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supporting the show for leaving those reviews, like I said, and

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to new listeners. Welcome. I am so excited to introduce our

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guest this week, we have such an amazing list of guests and this

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one, it totally does not disappoint. She fits the bill

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Chrissa Maya has an illustrious background in gaming, including

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serving on the International Game Developers Association,

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founding Latinos in gaming and previously working at Google

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stadia, Twitch and unity. So that's your roster there.

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Welcome to the show. Chris, thank you so much for coming on.

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And to third, if you just wouldn't mind expanding on a

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little bit of that background I gave, because I think there's a

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lot lot to talk about there. And we'd love to hear more about

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you.

Unknown:

Yeah, well, first off, thank you for having me. Super

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cute intro. So let's see, I am in events, marketing in gaming,

Unknown:

I really like focusing on events, community building

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social media. So really consumer focused consumer facing

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marketing stuff. Latinos and gaming Latin X and gaming,

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however you pronounce it or whatever you prefer. We are a

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nonprofit dedicated to getting more Latin X books hired in the

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gaming industry. And then in terms of my work experience, you

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know, I've done everything from being a social media manager to

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be head of an event department, you name it, I've been involved

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in the consumer marketing focus side of it in some capacity. And

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I'm really excited to see kind of like, what goes on next.

Lindsay Poss:

So where did you start? And how did you work up

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to where you are? Now? Social Media Manager is such a caught

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like, I've been there, you know, tech industry jobs, it's it's

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definitely a new thing. I feel like we probably have a lot of

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people listening in who have also done that. But how were you

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able to kind of take that next step? And what opportunities did

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you look forward to get to where you are now.

Unknown:

So I started out in social media management back in,

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I'm going to like date myself here, like back in 2012 2013.

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Food, don't guess the age. And what I will say is, I didn't

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like it, right? Like I, it made me be on social media a lot. And

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when you're between the ages of 22 and 23, it's pretty damaging,

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to see everybody else winning all the time, and you don't

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really feel like you are especially when you're that

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young. So I started looking to other things. And I was like,

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What do I like doing? Right? Like, I like that I like the

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parties I go to I like the games, columns, the taxes, etc.

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So I was like, I'm going to be an event manager, being an event

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manager is not an easy necessarily not none of these

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fields. Forget, you know, like almost all of the gaming

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industry is difficult to get into, they expect you to have

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pre Vegas experience, they expect you to know the industry.

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And as we grow and become more professional, there's an

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expectation that you like, are the best of the best, you know,

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and so I was entering at a time where it was still a little bit

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of the wild wild west. And there was still like a joining of, you

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know, this person worked at Google for 15 years, and now

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they're working at Twitch kind of kind of energy. So I would do

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it on the side, I started as being if you work taxes, you can

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get paid for your time at PAX, which covers like maybe your

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hotel if you get a cheap one, and you share with a bunch of

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friends, or if like depending where you're coming from. And

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then you could also get the ticket covered for free. So I

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would be an expo hall floor. And then that would also give me the

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chance to network. So it was a relatively cheap, and I like

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quote marks that one it's a relatively cheaper way to

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interact with the gaming developers who were often out on

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the show floor. And so I started doing that in 2013. And then in

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2015, no, 2013 I started working for a company called well

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played. And I was their hospitality manager on the side.

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So I still had a full time job I do. And I was also doing a side

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gig because my like getting into events full time was not an

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entry level position.

Lindsay Poss:

Yeah, give it up. If for those of you who haven't

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been to PAX, there's east west and I know that they've been

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talking about adding some other Oh, I see south on the schedule

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actually. I'm an East Coast or sorry, on East Coast one. But

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for those of you who haven't looked at PAX, it's an it's an

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it's actually a really awesome conference. It's actually where

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I got my start as well. So if it's financially feasible, it's

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it's it's really fun. There's a lot of business that happens

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there. But there's also a lot of fun stuff. So I do recommend it.

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I don't know if you have the same experience, but I, I've

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only been a couple times, but I have enjoyed it.

Unknown:

The good consultants are what you make? Yeah, so it's

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very true. Right? Like, you can go and just party the whole

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time. And like, that's your prerogative, you could also go

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and have like, set panels you want to go to because there are

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certain game developer that you really admire is going to be

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there. And then you could be like, hey, I want to meet you,

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like, how do I get on your calendar? Right? Like you could,

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that could be your entire purpose, and that one

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interaction could carry you really far in this industry,

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right? It all really depends on like, how you interact and how

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you involve yourself, and really what your goals are. And I know,

Unknown:

it's probably scary, especially if you're younger, because I

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remember, I didn't really decide what I wanted to do until I was

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2324. But college was started when I was 18. And ended and I

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was 21. And so like, for me, it was scary.

Lindsay Poss:

Kind of wild that we go from having an entire

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routine our whole lives from being born and then at 18. It's

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like, oh, just gonna ship you away. Put you somewhere. You're

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gonna just figure it out. Like nobody has any idea what they're

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doing it Lena leave for college or just graduate high school in

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general, because that whole routine immediately disappears

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overnight. When you graduate, just insane. But yeah,

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millennial diatribe,

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I think, yeah, it's kind of wild, how heavy the

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expectations were on millennials. And if this isn't

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just an us thing, I feel bad for Gen Z to like, we come out there

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and in the middle of a recession, right. And then they

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were like, go find jobs. And I studied political science. And I

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remember just being like, where everything's only paying $8 an

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hour for Florida. So like, even that was like barely livable,

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right? And I just was supposed to do like an unpaid internship,

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I was struggling with debt already. Because like, I had to

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pay for college to like I didn't necessarily have the funding

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some other kids do. And when you think about it, like our

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workforce and our work systems that have more like middle, you

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know, blue collar, white collar types of jobs, right? If you're

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really thinking about those differences, there's classism

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there, right? Especially in the gaming industry to get into

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gaming, you have to be able to afford, like, the computer I'm

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sitting on right now is $1,700. Luckily, it's a work laptop,

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right? Like, there's other pieces like being able to afford

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to travel being able to afford to play the games. And if you

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don't have those bear various of entries down like, oh, yeah,

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yeah, it's tough. I feel bad. So one thing I'm going to plug that

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annex and given here that we're trying to do is we're trying to

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fill those gaps are not the only ones. By the way. I'm like, not

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trying to sound like we're taking credit. But there's a lot

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of us out there in the DNI space that are doing grants so that we

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can help get people funding for what they need to do. So like,

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you know, we recently got a guy a new monitor, and he had one

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that was 15 years old, and he needed to do to do work,

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right? Yes, you are currently speaking to

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someone who is working on a 2012 MacBook been able to upgrade? It

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is you know what, it is a blessing. It still runs, I have

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a billion things plugged into it. Sometimes the fan gets

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really angry, but we're still going.

Unknown:

I respect you

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know, someone who works in the gaming industry,

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but and I actually do have access to gaming computer, but I

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share it with a partner and it's not in a good spot I have you

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know, it's a whole complicated story. But I guess to sum up,

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one thing that I liked that you said is that you're doing grants

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because I think as millennials and Gen Z years and even older

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generations being saddled with debt anytime I hear the word

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scholarship, or there's certain words terms that make me nervous

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about companies when they offer things. So grants are worried

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that I generally have a good connotation. And I appreciate

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the mission behind a grant behind grant funding as opposed

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to a lot of other forms of funding.

Unknown:

Yeah, yeah, we have one cool thing about our grant

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program too. And I agree grant funding is the way to go to be

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real, but we are letting some of our people who have raised money

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for us who are bigger in the gaming industry and Latinx

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decide how we get that money out to right. So one person I'm

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going to name Andy Cortes from kind of funny. Yeah, he raised

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seven grand for us. That's not That's not chump change that

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could set somebody up for I mean, if you gave me seven grand

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when I was between the ages of 22 to like 28, it would have

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changed my life at the time, right? It would have immensely

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helped me and so we're asking him to like let us know. What

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does that go to? Right? Do you want to go to a streamer? Do you

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want it to go to a content creator? Like how should they

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spend it and then that's like the parameters we're not going

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to be so like, you can only get this Alienware computer but we

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are going to be specific right? And I'm excited because we're

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helping foster that like shame of not just networking but like

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community building, right? We're having leaders in the space,

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build through our tools and make things happen.

Lindsay Poss:

Yeah, I think that's a really important point

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that it's, it's not just a one and done process either. It's

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kind of it builds on itself. And I like it when there's an

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opportunity to also to see things through. Because even if,

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even if you even if the person who said raised money, it's

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really nice to be able to actually know what it's going to

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as well, right, or to at least know that you have the option

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because I can also imagine raising money and not wanting to

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think about it. But it's nice that the either way you can be

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involved in the process from start to finish, whether you

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choose where it goes, or whether you say, this is for you to

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choose you to decide, but I want to, you know, you're kept in the

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loop kind of all the way through, I think that's a really

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unique way of giving. That makes a lot to me. Yeah, so, so good

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thinking I guess. But forward, I do want to talk a little bit

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more about getting into the industry. I know, we've touched

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on a lot of points might my goal coming into this podcast was

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splitting up into getting into the industry, and then talking

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about once you're actually in and we've already kind of

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covered both angles, but I want to take a step back a little bit

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and get more on track with my original the structure I had in

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mind. But I wanted to also share some resources with our

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audience. Because when we had initially Matt, you shared some

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really good research and stories with me, one in particular about

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getting hired and I, I feel like such a millennial slash Gen Z or

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when talk about the job market and all of that, like it's kind

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of a typical refrain, especially during the Great Recession,

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which has come up and so many of my podcasts, but it's hard. I

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actually just recently went through the job market. And I

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applied for over 100 positions and got no callbacks. And yeah,

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it's and I truly don't take that personally. And I'm lucky to

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have that that afforded that fortitude, I guess, because it's

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difficult to not take it personally. But there's so much.

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There's, it's almost like winning the lottery, when you

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just get a job interview at this point. There's so many

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roadblocks in the way. And it's shared a story with me about a

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fake resume that someone had basically optimized for resume

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readers that just had utterly ridiculous bullet points in it,

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like connected with Reed Hoffman on LinkedIn and slid into the

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DMS. And Team coffee maker and shirt team of six was fully

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caffeinated with an Arctic coffee beans ground up to 14

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nanometer particles. And yeah, that fake resume got tons of

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callbacks.

Unknown:

Right.

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And, you know, my real one didn't get as many, but

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it's okay. But the thing that really struck me about that

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resume was the sort of vicious feedback loop or in where that

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person just wrote down that they had software developing

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experience at every major tech company, and therefore got

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callbacks. And that is sort of similar to what you were saying

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earlier about breaking into the industry, and how you needed to

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already have eight years of experience, right? Which doesn't

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really help people. But do you have any words of advice or

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resources or just thoughts on how we could change that or what

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people could do now when they're trying to get in, breaking

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through the system?

Unknown:

I think people need to let go of some of their

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preconceived biases about younger hires and newer hires.

Unknown:

And I've been a hiring manager more than once in my time in the

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gaming industry. And like, I was, so I hired like, literally

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a year ago, I was hiring for two different roles. And one of

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them. You know, I did interview a lot of younger candidates, I

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did interview a lot of. So here's another problem, and I'm

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just going in different directions, but feel free to

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stop me. One of the major problems, I

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love it. I love changing.

Unknown:

The major in the gaming industry is it's mostly white

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men 74%. Like I'm pulling the stat from literally Google

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because my coworker of mine, and I were like, what is it? And

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it's between 70 to 77% is white men, right? So they're

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surrounding themselves with themselves. And this is like,

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there's nothing necessarily insidious about that. You know,

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it's you know, right. But then when they're like, Who do we go

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to hire? Right? Where do we go to do this, like today? I was in

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a conversation with a group of people. And we were talking

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about who do we bring on for this like, big prestigious thing

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next, and it was like, there were 10 candidates, and most of

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them were white men brought in by white men, or a white, you

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know, yeah, you know, right. So, I was the one that brought on

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and for what it's worth, one of the people did try to bring on

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Hispanic men. But different on, I brought on two women of

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diverse backgrounds, because and I look really hard and they're,

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they're a little bit more junior compared to the other

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candidates. But I think that's okay. Because I think that it's

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really important to, to grow people into the roles to give

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them the opportunities to grow. If you're not, if you don't have

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the bandwidth and time to train people that you really need to

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talk to your company about, like, giving you more headcount

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in general, right. And also, I think it's okay to create a role

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and train somebody how to be really good in that role, so

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that they can advance their career, taking those types of

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risks may seem scary, but it's important that we start doing so

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or we're gonna continue with this. It's 2021. And we're,

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we're literally majority men, majority white men. And so I

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think that the only way this will change is you take risks,

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as a hiring manager, if you look out and recommend people that

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you might not have thought of before, if you think a little

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bit outside the box, and if you give people positions of power

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leadership, I was recently working with a company. And

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there were a lot of women who felt they had no leadership

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opportunities internally, right. And the there was a lot of like,

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little, you know, groups that were helping manage, like, the

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brand, right? Diversity, and I was like, You should take these

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young women who don't have, you know, they've been here for five

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years, but they're, you know, 25, they're younger, and you

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give them the opportunity by putting them in a leadership

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role and saying, This is what we need to accomplish, we will be

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here to mentor you. Let's figure it out. And that's how you help

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develop leaders within your organization and help lift them

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up. But if we're not willing to do it internally, if we're not

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willing to do it on hiring practices, we will continue to

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see a mostly majority white male audience of not even audiences,

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you know, faces when gaming and reality is played, like the 50%

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of like, 48 to 52%, depending on what you're looking at

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statistics of gamers are women. So, you know,

Lindsay Poss:

right? Well against the whole, if you keep

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doing what you've always done, you're going to keep getting

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what you've always got, which is a very metaphorical I don't know

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if that's the right word, but it's very short way of saying

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that. Something's got to change. Right. I totally agree with

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that. I actually was just reading a book. Are you familiar

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with the AI researcher? Janelle Shane? Yes, yes. Yeah. So I was

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just reading her book, total plug for her. But she's a great

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blog called ai ai weirdness. And she released a book called, you

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look like a thing, and I love you. And it's a great book. And

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she actually talks specifically about resume readers and bots

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built to read resumes. And one of them I can't remember who

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exactly what this this story was. But basically, one of them

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found that the highest likelihood, highest piece of

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information that was most likely to get you hired, was to be

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named Jared. It was like, every bot learned that that name,

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which is a predominantly white male name, somehow made it

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through the hiring process more often than a lot of people with

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a lot of other different qualifications, which I find

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very funny. And speaks to this issue. And I think, Well, I

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think one of the things that you raise a good point on is that

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employers themselves do have due diligence to actually spend the

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time on these types of things. And I don't think we have a

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culture that encourages that. Now, from this fake resume

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article, one of the things that was amazing was this person kept

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getting callbacks. And they kept saying name one thing on the

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resume that you found interesting. And almost none of

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the hiring managers or none of the hiring managers he spoke

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with, could name any one thing from that resume. So clearly,

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they're just getting recommendations based on certain

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things and the whole ethical issue with AI and how it's built

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and how resume readers are built. And it winds up hurting

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very specific communities, especially for people in women

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of color. And then especially they're women of color. So,

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yeah, just this whole cyclical thing.

Unknown:

It's cyclical. Yeah. Another good book, I added,

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while you were talking, I ended up with my Kindle, because I

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just I just like having a lot to read. And I'm supposed to read

Unknown:

100 bucks by the end of the year, and I'm at 83. Oh, wow,

Unknown:

that like Peter unthread topia is a really good book about Sun

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Valley. Yeah, I think maybe we might have discussed this. I'm

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not sure. But it's definitely one of those interesting reads.

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And the first couple of pages is like, we set ourselves and

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evening as part of tech, right. But we set our failure by some

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of the first images being a pornographic image of a woman.

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Oh, yeah. My boy who did not consent to it, right. And

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everybody was fine with it, because it was a roomful of

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1970s, white, you know, half high college students, right, I

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think there, but it's developed. And it's one piece of a whole

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puzzle that has put us in this uncomfortable position of like,

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you know, not being able to fight back and not being able to

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like, if you really think about it, too, we build the workday we

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Build HR structures, we've built communication styles around the

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preferences of our white male colleagues. And so when people

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minorities come in, and when women come in and try to either

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have the same communication style or are different, there

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can be a real problem and how they are perceived. And I have

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this like little chart that you can find. It's like, you know,

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when a woman of color enters the space, and it's like, she is

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celebrated a lot is like the first couple of months, because

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she's done this, like, excellent job at uplifting and everybody

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loves her. And she's great. And she's awesome. And then a couple

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of months later, it's like, she's starting to notice the

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problems in the company. And she's calling them out because

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she's the only woman of color and leadership. And then she

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exits the company, whether by choice or by force, because they

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didn't understand her, they don't like being called out for

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their shit. And it is, like I share it in groups of women all

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the time. Like, there's a ton of diversity groups. Every single

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time without fail, a woman's like, holy shit has happened to

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me. And it's such a shame.

Lindsay Poss:

Yes, I was actually going to bring up that

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exact graphic, I will absolutely be linking to it in the show

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notes. Because I think it's so important to little tangents on

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your tangents. The first is I always, always, always share

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that story from Boto Growtopia. And my absolute favorite thing

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was the male researcher who said exactly, Oh, we didn't think it

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was a problem, because there's no women there. So how could it

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be a problem? Nobody in the room saw as a problem. You are

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literally in the wrong room. That's the issue. Sorry, I

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thought that that was so funny. And secondly, 83 books is very

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impressive on the year, my yearly goals always 60. And any

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if any of the readers would like book recommendations, reach out

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to Chris or me. Big books. Yeah. Broto is a good one. And also

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the ethical algorithm. Very good one, if you're into okay. Yeah,

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if you're into reading, I try to I try to read a minimum of five

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learning books, educational books per year, you know,

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memoirs, or science books or something. Five out of the 6060s

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like my magic number for the year. I tried to make five of

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them educational, and the ethical algorithm has been in

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there. And Janelle, Shane's book, you look like a thing, and

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I love you, which follows up her incredible blog very well. But

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anyways, I know that we talked about gaming.

Unknown:

Right, yeah. There's an intertwining there, right. It's

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the same sort of energy, the same sort of like, it's built

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off of a certain image of like, what technology nerd nerd

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fandoms, etc, was the sort of gatekeeping kind of thing but

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that still happens to this day.

Lindsay Poss:

Even office temperatures, that that's one

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thing that always astounded me, the office temperature is set so

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that men are comfortable. So I've had jobs where I'm wearing

Lindsay Poss:

slippers and Snuggies and all kinds of things because men

Lindsay Poss:

typically Well, in pre COVID times, and even now, but I don't

Lindsay Poss:

know if men are actually physiologically warmer, it

Lindsay Poss:

certainly feels like it. I'm sure if that's true. Typically

Lindsay Poss:

wearing pants and long sleeve shirts, button ups, sport coats,

Lindsay Poss:

so the office temperature is typically set to cater to that.

Lindsay Poss:

And if you're a woman in the summertime, who has the the joy

Lindsay Poss:

of wearing a dress when it's hot outside, you also get the joy of

Lindsay Poss:

absolutely freezing inside all day. Because yeah, every office

Lindsay Poss:

temperature is set in the 60s, Decatur, so very far. At least

Lindsay Poss:

the work from home offices will have that problem, you know,

Lindsay Poss:

right. Other issues. Chris, what has your experience been as a

Lindsay Poss:

minority woman in the gaming industry? What types of things

Lindsay Poss:

and experience look,

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I have learned through my time in gaming because I I'm

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a millennial, right? So I'm 31 years old. And when I was in,

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you ain't yourself?

Lindsay Poss:

Nobody. Nobody

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will call um, you can? Yeah, I was like, Why hide? It

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was what's gonna happen. I'm not gonna cry it out. So I'm gonna

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use this as an example. And I talked about her in so many

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podcasts, but she hasn't. She hasn't picked up on it yet. So I

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in college, ran the FSU League of Legends club, I went to

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Florida State, I'm accidentally wearing my college stuff like

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that, because I'm at home. And I was running the club and I was

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one of the only girls there Right. And, you know, another

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girl joins the fray and her name was Sloane. And I was so

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protective of my space. I was like, not a real gamer. She

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thought this I was really ugly. Like it was not pretty how I act

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with this girl. And now of course she's one of my best

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friends. She also works in the gaming industry, but I had to

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over time in gaming, learn the love and respect that other

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women bring to the table and I will say that some of my biggest

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allies in gaming are women, right? Are women who sit and

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understand or respect the every job I leave it You know, I, I

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bring with me some incredible women that I would kill to work

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with ever again, like, you know, one of my old bosses when I was

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working with Google studios, Nicole colop, one of the best

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event managers in the business, just crazy good at what she

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does, right. And, you know, I learned so much from her. But

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you know, like, there's also limited jobs right in that room

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coat market feels like there's some of the jobs, right. So if

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Nicole and I were in the job market, at the same time, I

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might go up against her. And in fact, I've gone up against other

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women in this industry, or other people, this industry for jobs,

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but I, I'm so respectful of the fact that like, she could get it

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like, I love that, right. And that's not somebody I was when I

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was younger. And then it might also be you were a young woman

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and a teenager thing, and you grew up, but either way, in

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terms of how I'm treated overall, it's better, it used to

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be a lot worse. It's improving, it used to be really bad. Is it

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perfect? No, do I want young women that are exiting college

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to get treated the way I have, or still sometimes do? Not at

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all. And I think it's important that I, as an older woman in

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this industry, use my voice to help to help these young women,

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because if I don't speak up, and it is on them, the onus is often

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on their careers, because when you do speak out, and we have

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seen the effects on some people, right, your career can be

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damaged, it can be ruined, and a good good things could

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negatively happen. So for me, it is it is imperative that I do

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what I can to say, Hey, she deserves an opportunity, hey,

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she deserves to be in the room, hey, she deserves to be spoken

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for, I will always try to be as a gala terian as possible, and

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I've messed it up, don't get me wrong, like I've definitely shot

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myself in the foot. But I really want to be there for women. And

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recently, I went to the esports business conference in Las

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Vegas. And there was a young woman there that was traveling

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by herself. And I just was an absolute shock that she was at

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the same conference, I went to an after party, that like

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there's no door guard, there was nothing and this was months ago,

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okay, it's just like October. I know.

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I got hit on twice at this party. And I just, I was not,

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I'm not there to be hit on I'm not on LinkedIn to be hit on I'm

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not posting on my professional, whatever Twitter to be hit on.

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Like, sure, I might post a photo of myself but even still not

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asking to be hit on if you see me on a dating profile, feel

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free to send me you know, a DM right, but I'm not there for

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that. Right. And so it really annoyed me that it was two older

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gentlemen as well. So it wasn't like, you know, some young new

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to the industry there. They were older men who clearly lived

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establish the space who clearly have enough money to take

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themselves to a $2,000 ticketed event in Vegas. And and it

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really rubbed me the wrong way. Because this girl was here alone

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and she didn't know anybody. And she came hoping to make friends.

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And she's younger the industry too. And the whole time I kept

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thinking of how one awesome badass girl she was like badass

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bitch like crazy cool that you're there for to how scared I

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was for her. And that really sucks to feel right. But it's

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unfortunately not wrong. We've heard multiple stories of women

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being refeed meets him movements allegations. Yeah, absolutely.

Lindsay Poss:

Yeah. Well, it's just so weird. To think I forget

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where it was recently. And I thought wow, for the first time

Lindsay Poss:

ever, I'm actually not worried. I'm completely comfortable.

Lindsay Poss:

What? What a concept, you know, that that has not in and that

Lindsay Poss:

was a very specific situation, I'm struggling to remember

Lindsay Poss:

exactly what it was. But it's what you're talking about. It's

Lindsay Poss:

almost like you're always there's always a guard up, which

Lindsay Poss:

also doesn't help with with a professional career. And I don't

Lindsay Poss:

mean that in the sense that it's an individual's faults, if they

Lindsay Poss:

have that guard up. And they can't really express themselves

Lindsay Poss:

or freely say what they wish to say or present new ideas. I was

Lindsay Poss:

in a position in a company where when I would present new ideas

Lindsay Poss:

to a superior, he said, I'm likely I'll probably say yes to

Lindsay Poss:

all of your ideas, because you remind me of my daughter. And it

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just it was so disheartening, because I did not see that kind

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of sentiment from my male colleagues, first of all. And

Lindsay Poss:

second of all, I don't want to my ideas to be valued because of

Lindsay Poss:

a woman I want them to be valued because they're good ideas and

Lindsay Poss:

the same way backward. I wouldn't want to be approached

Lindsay Poss:

at a business conference because I'm attractive but because I'm

Lindsay Poss:

interesting and had something interesting to say or write or

Lindsay Poss:

you just wanted to get to know a stranger because they're also in

Lindsay Poss:

the gaming industry. And that right guard can be detrimental

Lindsay Poss:

to your own career but without it you subject yourself to so

Lindsay Poss:

many comments and things and situations. It's it's an

Lindsay Poss:

impossible choice. off really?

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Yeah. I got like thinking of that conference, but

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I feel bad your conference organizers if you hear me, I

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don't think you are bad people. But let's talk about diversity

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and how you bring it to a conference. We were I was in a

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panel with like the VP of like Dignitas, like Aaron Ashley

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Simon, who is incredible women, like every single woman on the

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panel was really cool. 90% of our attendees were women. We

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have three men in that room. And at the very end of it, some guy

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is like, let's give credit to the men that are here. And of

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course, this beautifully gentle saw on the stage with us was

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like, yeah, and they all start coughing. And I'm like, Are you

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serious? You were plotting the bare minimum right now you

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showed up? You got out of bed like i

Lindsay Poss:

The bar is beneath the floor. You don't even know

Lindsay Poss:

you're stepping over it.

Unknown:

Yeah, there's a picture of me on Twitter making a very

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clearly like disgusted face at like that exact moment

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happening. It's a really awful like I developed a billion chip

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on it. But it was just like, just not I was so annoyed. I was

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like this. And then of course, a bunch of men start showing up

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because the next panel happens to have somebody from who knows

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what they're and like, I wish one that we didn't have to only

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be on panels about diversity, I have marketing experience, I am

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an event manager, I have built audiences, I have built

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companies from the ground up, I do not need to only be on

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diversity panels. So I wish people would stop asking for

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just those, and to show up and learn about diversity, at least,

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like learn what it is to be diverse learn. Like there was a

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diversity. There was like a charity panel that was being

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held. And all the people on that panel, right met and I was like,

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whoa, wait, I run a non for profit, where it was my advice,

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right? And anything that's be petty. And so you could have

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done a ton of other incredible people for nonprofits. But what

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I'm saying is, sometimes there's not thought process behind how

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we activate and how we do things. And we really need to

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sit down and do the homework, you know, especially for my

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white colleagues, it is your responsibility to put in that

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extra energy and extra effort. And they're like, oh, but that's

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all like learning, you know, whatever. Like, I have to make

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sure that I'm acting in a very specific way to not anger

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somebody and not come across as intimidating or aggressive.

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Because then I lose positioning and power right? In my speech.

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And then I my credit is taken away. And I'm the spicy Latina.

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Right? And that's a shame. And that's to say, sorry, I went a

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little a little bit of a tear. But

Lindsay Poss:

no, don't apologize for that. Because

Lindsay Poss:

there's so many good points in there. And I was actually

Lindsay Poss:

fortunate enough to have some of the women from Dignitas on a

Lindsay Poss:

couple weeks ago. And we specifically talked about

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panels. It wasn't it wasn't Aaron Ashley Simon, although I'm

Lindsay Poss:

very familiar with her work. And she truly seems lovely. I have

Lindsay Poss:

not had the pleasure of meeting her. But I absolutely take your

Lindsay Poss:

and everyone else's word that she's great. But we spoke about

Lindsay Poss:

this exact problem and how often panels that are all women panels

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are called and all women panel where they could be called the

Lindsay Poss:

marketing panel or the community development panel or a nonprofit

Lindsay Poss:

panel. There's no reason why you can't have a panel of all women

Lindsay Poss:

who are just all experts, these plenty of panels of all men who

Lindsay Poss:

are just experts so and that it's funny that you bring that

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up in the context of being on a panel with someone from

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Dignitas. Because the Dignitas people had the exact same

Lindsay Poss:

sentiment about being on their own panels and sharing those

Lindsay Poss:

experiences with other women. Hey, guys, like we're just here,

Lindsay Poss:

because we're good at what we do. Not because of our gender,

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right? Like, think about it right now. Like one of

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the best people in community management in this moment is

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Victoria Tria, right. She's the among us account. She started at

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kitfox games, she's grown her social media presence in the

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presence of everything she's worked on by millions on some of

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them, right. And we need to take her seriously on that level. And

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she shouldn't just be speaking at women's conferences. And I,

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she is a great example. But she's not the only one who's

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doing badass work. And I really want us to, like, bring more of

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us to the front, not just women, but like diverse people, people

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that are other, you know, representations, like diversity

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is, of course, more than just women race. Sorry.

Lindsay Poss:

Oh, no, you're fine. That's what I was wanting

Lindsay Poss:

to say. I know this is not called the metal woman podcast.

Lindsay Poss:

But the goal is to actually be talking about diversity

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inclusion in a much broader level for everyone to be able to

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relate to and understand and learn from. So. I appreciate

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that you bring up that point because I do think it's

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important to note that everyone benefits from diversity. It is

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not just the people you bring in and lift up. There is no

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situation in which bringing more voices or collaborating more or

Lindsay Poss:

including more people winds up with a bad result. Whereas if

Lindsay Poss:

you have all the same type of person, we have seen what the

Lindsay Poss:

result is over and over.

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And you can clubhouse what it was like super bag

Lindsay Poss:

Did for maybe a month it was, oh, gosh, what an

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experience

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over and over again, I could memorize some of those

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people speeches and be like, Hi, I'm blank. Like, like, like, you

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know what I mean? Like, we need to give the microphone to so

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many other people. And so for Latin X and gaming, for example,

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like I do talks for us, but I also starting, you know, not

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starting, I can't offer opportunities to the rest of the

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team, to other staff to other people that are involved,

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because I really, like I'm not the only Latino story. I'm not

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the only Latina woman in the industry. And you can hear from

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me all the time. There's there's other people out there, you can

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hear him too.

Lindsay Poss:

Can you tell me a little bit more about Latinos or

Lindsay Poss:

Latin x in gaming? What what the organization does? Why you

Lindsay Poss:

start, I think why you started is a little obvious, but I still

Lindsay Poss:

would love to hear more of the origin story what you do with

Lindsay Poss:

it. All that good stuff.

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Yeah, yeah. So like next and gaming started,

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because, obviously, right, like, we didn't have a support

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network, the way like GDC happens every year. And there

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was like women's game meetup Lacson games meetup Latinx.

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Game, like, whistle tumbleweed, like we were never really like

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around. So I started it with, you know, a couple of other

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people because I wanted us to be around. So it started as just a

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community and like a side thing. And I like put a lot of heart

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and soul into it. I really love building communities. I really

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love building groups of people together that have common

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experiences, which is why I started FSU League of Legends

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when I was like 19. And so what happened was that one days, one

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of our mentors to that her Mita, who was at 90 of the time and

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now runs her own company, it was like, why don't I just give you

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guys some money and you become an NPO? And it was like, let's

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make a decision. Like, are we ready to start doing this. So

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what we offer is grants, which I've mentioned like that we're

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trying to help you kind of bridge those gaps. We're going

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to be we have other partnerships in the works. But we do do a

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career fair every year. And we also do a Hispanic Heritage

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Month celebration every year. So those are our three main

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features. But that doesn't mean that we're not branching out and

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doing other things. There's definitely a lot more to come.

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And if anybody's interested in working with us, our email is

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contact at Lonex and gaming, liberal comm. And you can reach

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us through there.

Lindsay Poss:

I was going to specifically ask our listeners

Lindsay Poss:

to get involved if they wanted to. Definitely google it. But if

Lindsay Poss:

you also are looking for work, yes, contact, contact Chris,

Lindsay Poss:

Chris and team. Can you tell me some of what you guys have done

Lindsay Poss:

what you're proudest of? What you can brag about, because I

Lindsay Poss:

love hearing women brag about stuff.

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I love that we have over four no over 5 billion

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views of our content all made by Latin X creators, and X folks

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showing off their art showing off their speed runs showing off

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everything like, oh, 5 million views is no, that's pretty cool.

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We also have had 30 people hired in the past year through our

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channels and network resources. And it was it means that there

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are 30 more people here that may not have been here before. And

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voices 30 more voices. And I guess another great achievement

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is is that we kind of brag about him. I don't think he ever was

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so Fernando Reyes Medina is one of our co founders and he just

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got Forbes 30 under 30. And it's an incredible accomplishment.

Unknown:

Yeah, because he came from nothing. He used to do dance

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instructing classes so he could pay for college because he was

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very poor in Mexico City. And now look at him and he's 30

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under 30 He's launching Halo like that's the type of

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inspirational story that like Latino kids need to hear that

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you can in fact get here. It's a lot of work. But you can get

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right.

Lindsay Poss:

Yeah, I think well that is that's so great. And

Lindsay Poss:

congratulations to him and congratulations to you for

Lindsay Poss:

building what sounds like a really awesome and not only

Lindsay Poss:

awesome but fun team. Like you guys actually might have some

Lindsay Poss:

fun on these projects and like actually like each other which

Lindsay Poss:

is the NOC to be up interesting. So

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now cut through MPO is because we talked about this

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before the programming, but we both lived in DC. And I Oh God

Unknown:

it's like mercenaries for hire NPO edition. Like it's crazy how

Unknown:

just wild some of these people are. But yeah,

Lindsay Poss:

that's exactly the experience that I'm referencing.

Lindsay Poss:

Someone who worked in DC and left it for a reason, I suppose

Lindsay Poss:

you could say it was very fun while it lasted. But it it it's

Lindsay Poss:

MPOs can be a really crazy world. Honestly,

Unknown:

thank you. I think they really think

Lindsay Poss:

well, things like playing video games actually

Lindsay Poss:

like a pretty good preparation. You know, because it's either

Lindsay Poss:

you're the one endlessly trying to do something and not getting

Lindsay Poss:

the result that you'd like to get. Or you're the one who's

Lindsay Poss:

trying to break in and be in a in a guild or clan or something

Lindsay Poss:

where you need to learn a little bit, but nobody is patient

Lindsay Poss:

enough to teach you anything or give you advice. So very gently

Lindsay Poss:

applicable experience. So just really quick to summarize for

Lindsay Poss:

all of our listeners, we talked a little bit about getting into

Lindsay Poss:

the industry per set, it started for her at 23 ish, sort of

Lindsay Poss:

started with you figuring out what you wanted to do and what

Lindsay Poss:

you liked and working off of that. I know, that sounds

Lindsay Poss:

simple, but it's definitely not that simple. There's a lot of

Lindsay Poss:

barriers to go through between resume readers and not having

Lindsay Poss:

the right people in the room and not having the right people to

Lindsay Poss:

uplift your voice even when they are in the room. And it can be

Lindsay Poss:

really tough out there. And once you're in the industry, we

Lindsay Poss:

talked a little bit about how hard it is, again, to get your

Lindsay Poss:

voice heard, but how important it is to be able to stand up for

Lindsay Poss:

yourself. And in a way that's possible. I don't think either

Lindsay Poss:

one of us would advocate for people losing a livelihood if

Lindsay Poss:

they didn't want to. But in ways that you are able to stand up

Lindsay Poss:

for yourself, I think that's a very encouraged thing to do. So

Lindsay Poss:

yeah, and then we finally talked about vs awesome organization,

Lindsay Poss:

Latinos flashlight next in gaming history, check it out a

Lindsay Poss:

lot of events and resources and grant money, and a lot of really

Lindsay Poss:

cool stories. So anyone needs an uplifting story, go read

Lindsay Poss:

Fernando's biography.

Unknown:

Yeah, seriously.

Lindsay Poss:

I like to end every episode on a little moment

Lindsay Poss:

of reflection. So this is the chance kind of to look back at

Lindsay Poss:

what you've done, what maybe you've liked, what you haven't

Lindsay Poss:

liked, what has worked, what hasn't worked, and just share

Lindsay Poss:

with our listeners, what one thing you would like to tell

Lindsay Poss:

your younger self about getting into the gaming industry and

Lindsay Poss:

being successful,

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your failures are as much as part of your success as

Unknown:

your win. Don't be sad that you've failed, learn from it.

Lindsay Poss:

You know, failure is something that's come up in

Lindsay Poss:

these moments or reflection more than once. And it's a real skill

Lindsay Poss:

to be able to embrace it. And to come out on top of it.

Lindsay Poss:

Particularly for women and people of color. It can be very

Lindsay Poss:

difficult because that the barriers are so much greater. So

Lindsay Poss:

the chance of failure is so much higher, but don't give up. Yeah,

Lindsay Poss:

though, Chris, thank you so much for coming on. This was so much

Lindsay Poss:

fun. I I have only gotten to speak with you a couple times.

Lindsay Poss:

But I can truly say that each time has been a very fun

Lindsay Poss:

experience and a little bit of bellyaching never hurt, I think

Lindsay Poss:

it's, it's good. It's good to talk about these things and to

Lindsay Poss:

highlight the negative sometimes and highlight what some of the

Lindsay Poss:

real problems are out there. Cuz there's no way they're gonna get

Lindsay Poss:

solved unless we acknowledge them. So I appreciate your

Lindsay Poss:

willingness to be open and to talk about subjects. And to

Lindsay Poss:

bring especially perspective from a woman in color, and I

Lindsay Poss:

hope that everyone who's learning learns, listens and

Lindsay Poss:

learns with an open mind. So that's the one thing we could

Lindsay Poss:

all use more of, I think.

Unknown:

Yeah, completely agreed. And thank you so much

Unknown:

for having me. Experiment if

Lindsay Poss:

you haven't already. Leave us five star

Lindsay Poss:

rating and review. And come listen again next week when I'm

Lindsay Poss:

sure we will have another fun conversation.

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META Woman
Weekly metaverse content - for women, by women
Meta Woman will focus on addressing the issues, opportunities, and challenges facing women in the development of the Metaverse. Top female executives and business people operating within the gaming and crypto industries bring a wide range of perspectives through regular guest appearances.